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If Heaven Is A Lie

by NDKH

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1.
Trauma 02:21
This is my nightmare I'd rather stay in my artificial coma That sharing this with them But thank God I don't dream (In the dark I don't dream) Fuck Die I don't wanna see a pile of rats shitting themselves to death
2.
Behelit 04:49
Sleepless night, I'm hunting for a new prey Your evil laugh is ringing in my head I have to rip and tear your fucking smile A silent scream and I'll be fine (Death or glory) My blood is a curse and your death is my cure (Death or glory) My blood is a curse and your death is my cure One last shot and I'll be away Far from every temptation I see their scary smiles They're hunting me everytime I see their scary smiles Everything is crushing for the surface Everything is crushing for the surface (Death or glory) My blood is a curse and your death is my cure (Death or glory) My blood is a curse and your death is a cure I have to rip and tear your fucking smile A silent scream and I'll be fine I'm condamned to hell, I'm free The weakness invade you on this fucking nightmares so please get up I am free I just want to be feeling back again, myself Deliver me from this One last shot And then I'll be away One last breath before you exhale
3.
Adonis 04:29
For my last heartbreak You're gone away with all my memories After you buried your faith All alone outside All alone outside I am lost in the echo again You seem to try but no one understands The path you chose brings you to hell All the mistakes you've made will burn your soul again I will destroy you You're crawling down to me, beg for my mercy I just wanted to say I loved you Healing from heartbreak, how to lessen the pain ? How to lessen the pain ? (Healing from Heartbreak) How to heal from Heartbreak ? How to lessen the pain ? I have to wash my sins and soul To make it better, easier I have to wash my sins and soul The path you chose leads you to hell (The path you chose leads you to hell) (Beg for my mercy) (After you buried your faith) (I will destroy you) From my last hearthbreak I will destroy you The path you chose brings you to hell There is a cold water inside a well a murmur There is a stain upon the hands of my savior (Anew) Rises a devil of my own, bearing the scars of a lamb lost to hatred A torn tongue will purge all lies
4.
El Dj0ntos 05:46
(Sleep, sleep, sleep, close your eyes) Believe in me now cause I'm all you have Sleep, sleep, sleep, close your eyes Believe in me now, cause I'm all you have I can feel the fear in your voice The moon can't shine tonight The moon can't shine tonight God hate us, God hate us You take me down like a fucking disease In front or your eyes And now it's you turn to feel the fear Maybe this song could bring you back Maybe or maybe not I saw you through the window on your knees The ground is full of your tears Pathetic Memories Pathetic memories The ground is full of your tears (May the light always guide your footsteps) (Cause what's above is just a reflection of what's below) Don't forget to breath tonight Cause tonight is the last time you say goodbye Don't forget to breath tonight Cause tonight is the last time you say goodbye I'll say goodbye The moon can't shine tonight God hate us, God hate us You take me down like a fucking disease In front of your eyes Don't forget to breath tonight (May the light always guide) Don't forget to breath tonight (The moon can't shine tonight) Cause tonight is the last time you say goodbye Don't forget to breath tonight Don't forget to breath tonight Cause tonight is the last time you say goodbye
5.
Blindfold 03:35
It's all blured in my mind Nothing is clear anymore I'm lost in this ocean Of grief and doubt and pain There is no glance of hope Only a pain that you must hold I'm lost inside (I'm lost inside) My own mind A pseudo sight of satisfaction A false sense of security A false sense of serenity It all left me now that I've met you I'm lost in this ocean Of grief and doubt and pain Now that everything has collapsed in my mind My closed eyes visuals make me feel numb What you are creates the distortion in my head But what am I for God's sake? I don't even know There is no way I could change how I see you There is no way I could change you A pseudo sight of satisfaction A false sense of security A false sense of serenity It all left me now that I've met you Now that I met you It all fucking left me There might be a way to change me I guess I just have to set a rope to my neck And push that fucking chair
6.
Eclipse 03:58
The sun will shine no more It's stone cold light will shroud us all It's ashes will cover the earth Stadiums turned into ashtrays Buildings are now ossuarys Schools turned in charnel-houses You thought it would be for the animals But guess what, we are the fucking animals (You thought it would be for the animals but guess what) We are animals (Don't be afraid) (For death will take you swiftly) I live in the constant fear of waking up But thank God, this is an eclipse The sun will shine no more It's stone cold light will shroud us all It's ashes will cover the earth Stadiums turned into ashtrays I live in the constant fear of waking up But thank God, this is an eclipse I live in the constant fear of waking up But thank God, this is an eclipse I live in the constant fear of waking up But thank God, this is an eclipse
7.
Ever 04:59
I’m losing my mind Will you be my friend again? And after all we said, can you imagine the future without me? And will we ever shine again, After the emptiness consumes you? Death is not the end We’ll meet again in the afterlife Time has passed and I never learned how to love myself (I can't do this my own) How much longer will you feel this emptiness ? How much longer will you be devastated ? It seems like you'll never be good enough Just let go, please just let go How much longer will you feel this emptiness ? How much longer will you be devastated ? It seems like you’ll never be good enough Just let go (Just let go) How can I suppress those memories ? When you left this house Maybe someday you’ll find the peace Just let me live (Just let me live again) How much longer will you feel this emptiness ? How much longer will you be devastated ? It seems like you’ll never be good enough Just let go Just let go We will never shine again We will never shine again We will never shine again (Will we ever shine again?) We will never shine again Will we ever shine again? I don't want to be a slave of my trouble We don't balance each other like we should (I'm tearing out) The page of you The page of you I'm losing my mind Will you be my friend again? And will we ever shine again? Let me tell you Death is not the end
8.
(I was on repeat mode) (These words locked in my head) (Passing these checkpoints again and again) (Lost in a race with myself) Hear me out I was on repeat mode These words locked in my head Passing these checkpoints again and again Lost in a race with myself A neverending wonder of fear and regret All the things we've done will turn into dust Or maybe they won't ? Promess me they don't But then you showed up and dragged me into The light But you stick to me And you gave me the words that I've never been able to deliver You opened my heart You always had the key In front of you All my barriers collapse These words locked in my head So easily you made your way forward into my heart and soul Into my heart and soul Into my heart and soul Into my heart and soul Into my heart and soul So easily you made Your way forward into my heart and soul Into my heart and soul I was on repeat mode These words locked in my head Passing these checkpoints again and again Lost in a race with myself I was on repeat mode These words locked in my head Passing these checkpoints again and again Lost in a race with myself You opened my heart You always had the key I'll follow you to the end of the world To the end of times (You opened my heart) To the end of times (You always had the key) I'll never stop loving you
9.
Is it so hard to believe that I carry a piece of you within myself? To sooth the raw nerves that were awaken after your departure That drawn out and vague heaviness of what was and what could have been But it doesn't even match the weight of what things are I can't unweed these entangled residues of our shared walks In hope that one day I'll forget the memory that lingers This is already afterlife This is a dead walk A purgatory of unresolved emotions So many one sided discussions Years of yearning in this psychosphere Yet the memories still seem freshly engraved In these words I express my lack of you The feeling of missing the one that made you whole I can't hold on to myself without you I simply wish that you could see it all But you're still the only one with whom I can play For a slight glimpse of light dispells a lot of darkness But I have seen what Hell is made of And now I wonder If Heaven is a lie... ...Where could we go?
10.
It’s just you and me, in the middle of nowhere You told me one thing about your fears (your fears) If heaven is a lie, where could we go? And I will stay quiet in front of you But my nightmares came true And now I lost my fucking mind You didn’t say a word, and just strike away, forever But my nightmares came true You are dead forever, on our bed Who will save me now? Cause you’re nowhere now I lost everything, and you’re nowhere now When you were hiding in your fears, my nightmares cames true You lost everything, where are you right now ? When you were hidding in your fears, my nightmares came true Now you’re gone And everything turns back to dust In this light everything burns now, and I just realised I opened my eyes, and said goodbye I gave you my lips, but you gave my a lie (I wish to disappear under the dust for good) Under the dust Our memories will be buried a thousand times under Six feet under I'm starring at the flowers, rather be lost in your eyes I will never leave you alone I'm staring at the flowers, rather be lost in your eyes I will never leave you alone Life is unfair Tell me when you leave (Tell me when you leave) Life is unfair , Life is unfair My heart I've tried to heal I've tried to heal Life is unfair , Life is unfair Tell me when you'll leave Tell me when you'll leave Life is unfair My heart I've tried to heal Life is unfair Tell me when you'll leave Tell me when you'll leave I'm staring at the flowers, rather be lost in your eyes I will never leave you alone

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"If Heaven Is A Lie" full lenght record

Written during the pandemic, this album served as a vessel to express our inner feelings and cope with the harsh times that we were collectively experiencing as individual human beings

Dealing with subjects such as loss, grief, and loneliness, this album is about battling through a heartbreak and depression, and finding a way to keep going despite the loss and the hurt

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released October 28, 2021

Recorded and Produced by NDKH.

Mixed and Mastered by Road Nubdal at Studio Nubdal, Trondheim, Norway.

Artwork and design by Jules Moynat.

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NDKH is an up-and-coming 5 piece modern metal band from Paris suburbs, France. Taking influences from the djent, metalcore, and deathcore scene, the band delivers an uncompromising yet fertile alliage of melodies and heavy riffing. Created by the desire of providing energetic live performances, the band is still focused on working it's way up in the modern metal landscape ... more

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